Life is hard for me right now. I feel depressed and unmotivated. I think it's because I'm living in an apartment that has a T.V. In fact, I sleep in the same room as a T.V. I have a big weakness when it comes to T.V. watching. When I get in the right mood I can watch it for 16 hours straight, turning it on right when I wake up, and only turning it off when I'm about to pass out. Because of this, I've never owned a T.V of my own, and that has pretty much solved the problem. But now I'm back in the same house as one, and my old habits, ingrained since childhood, are rearing their ugly heads.

I don't know. I guess I'm just depressed about my lack of personal space, seeing as I'm sleeping on someone's couch. Also, I don't like what it says about me, that I'm 27 years old and still can't keep an apartment of my own.

School's starting again in a few days. I'm totally not ready for it.