Dreams Recurring

I am a 26 year old college student at Ohio State University (OSU). I am male, white, homosexual. If you want to know anything else, you'll just have to read the blog itself. The title comes from an old Husker Du song, though I did change it slightly. **ATTENTION** some of the entries in this blog contain sexually explicit material.

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Friday, August 26, 2005

"The One"

Last night I dreamed that I had found my life partner. He was a bit overweight, not very attractive, and not exactly my type; but he was the one. We started out as just friends, but it seemed very natural for us to hold hands, to be affectionate towards each other, and to always be together. We weren't on the same wavelength really, but we were on complementary wavelengths. We always had lots to talk about, and never really got bored of each other. He had a good heart, and was involved in the community, which I respected him for. Also, we had friends in common. At the point when I woke up, we were both realizing that something beyond being just friends was happening here, but we hadn't talked about it yet. It felt very secure and comforting.

Now I look back and I think yuck, how could I be attracted to someone so ugly? This is rather sad for me to think about: that I could have something so good, but run away from it because of superficial things.

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