Skinny Italian, Milky White Discharge
Oh I am tired. I drank a little bit last night. I met this guy at the bar that I've had a crush on for...years, literally. He's ultra skinny, with rather severe features, a little hitler-style moustache, and usually very tight clothes, very often a full suit. He used to ride the same bus as me in the morning when I worked downtown, and he always turned me on. I had never talked to him before though, not before last night.
Yeah, we fucked all night...maybe even made love for a minute there. Even though I had already cum that day, I was able to do so again, which is a testament to how much this guy turns me on.
He wants to see me again. I don't think it's a good idea to get too heavily involved with someone right now, 'cause I got my own problems to deal with, but I do look forward to hanging out with him again. I don't know alot about him...he's Italian, a Scorpio, 42 years old, works in finance, into dominance games, rather well-read...I don't know. We seem to have a fair amount to talk about, and the sex is pretty damn good, so that should be enough, right?
The most depressing thing about today is that I realized that I probably have some sort of vernereal disease, 'cause I got some sort of milky white discharge coming out of my dick. Not alot, but when I wake up in the morning there's a little bit underneath my foreskin. At first I just thought it was smegma, but It seems different, and I think it's increasing. Also, my dick is a little irraitated in sore, in a way that reminds me of a urninary tract infection. In fact, I thought I did have one of those for awhile, but coupled with the discharge it's probably a disease. From what we did, I doubt if I gave it to the Skinny Italian, but I'm gonna have to find out what I got, then tell him, and then we'll either not have sex again for awhile, or he'll want nothing more to do with me :(
Really, this is sort of a sign of how out-of-control and unmanageable my sexually addiction has gotten, where I don't even take the most basic of health precautions when It comes to sexual contact. I didn't use any protection with the Skinny Italian last night, and I really don't know anything about him. I think that this means that I'm gonna have to make a more serious attempt at becoming sexually sober. I mean, I can't really have sex for awhile anyway now, so I might as well start now...
Yeah, we fucked all night...maybe even made love for a minute there. Even though I had already cum that day, I was able to do so again, which is a testament to how much this guy turns me on.
He wants to see me again. I don't think it's a good idea to get too heavily involved with someone right now, 'cause I got my own problems to deal with, but I do look forward to hanging out with him again. I don't know alot about him...he's Italian, a Scorpio, 42 years old, works in finance, into dominance games, rather well-read...I don't know. We seem to have a fair amount to talk about, and the sex is pretty damn good, so that should be enough, right?
The most depressing thing about today is that I realized that I probably have some sort of vernereal disease, 'cause I got some sort of milky white discharge coming out of my dick. Not alot, but when I wake up in the morning there's a little bit underneath my foreskin. At first I just thought it was smegma, but It seems different, and I think it's increasing. Also, my dick is a little irraitated in sore, in a way that reminds me of a urninary tract infection. In fact, I thought I did have one of those for awhile, but coupled with the discharge it's probably a disease. From what we did, I doubt if I gave it to the Skinny Italian, but I'm gonna have to find out what I got, then tell him, and then we'll either not have sex again for awhile, or he'll want nothing more to do with me :(
Really, this is sort of a sign of how out-of-control and unmanageable my sexually addiction has gotten, where I don't even take the most basic of health precautions when It comes to sexual contact. I didn't use any protection with the Skinny Italian last night, and I really don't know anything about him. I think that this means that I'm gonna have to make a more serious attempt at becoming sexually sober. I mean, I can't really have sex for awhile anyway now, so I might as well start now...
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