Inadequate

Romaticizing your oppressors: I'm sick of the obsession that gay guys have with straight guys. It's bad enough that I have to compete with all the hyper perfect sexy guys, but I also have to compete with some unattainable fantasy ideal.

On a completely unrealated note, I got two papers back today: a B and a B+. I'm very disappointed. I must remember that I am going to school to learn, not to show off what I already know how to do.

Oh, I see how I can relate those two above statements: my feelings of inadequacy about my sexual attractiveness propounds my feeling of intellectual inadequacy, and vice versa. I feel quite in adequate.