Just in case anyone is keeping up on this, and wondering where I am, I thought I'd let you know that I'm not going to be updating this blog for awhile, maybe never again. I started this blog because I wanted to start journaling again, and thought it would be fun if other people could read what I wrote. But the fact that other people could read what I'm writing means that I seriously censored myself, and wasn't able to really use the writing to connect with how I'm feeling. I need to connect with myself very badly now, so I'm going to just write privately from now on.

Thanks to all my friends here in columbus and also in minneapolis who kept up with what I was writing. It's good to know that you care about me, and want to know how I'm feeling, and what I'm thinking and doing.