I was just acting out in a public restroom, when who should walk in but someone from my SAA group. How awkward! I sat there tensely for a minute or two, then left.

The really annoying thing about it was that he was acting like he was all ashamed of himself for what he was doing. This annoyed me because it brings to mind the thing that I dislike the most about the other people in the S-groups: They hate themselves for what they are doing, and they act like sex is just bad, bad, bad. Which is pretty much the opposite of how I feel. I think sex is inherently good, but that the way I'm using sex is having negative consequences for me and the people I have sex with. I don't feel shame about what I'm doing, I just think I'm making poor decisions.

This disconnect between me and the other people in the S-addict community is really hampering my ability to get anything from my interactions with them.