Well, I started smoking again today. I thought about my options, and smoking seemed liked the best one. I will be less full of hope, but I'll be happier.

Sorry if my words are a little strange. I can't seem to think with clarity right now, because I have been looking at this website, and it's totally slightly skewing my sense of what is appropriate ways to put together english words.

Also, I think I have found my new philosophy of life. It is a message that I find very comforting.

No, I'm not happy about starting smoking again; but yes, I am happy about feeling sane again.