First entry.

Allright. I've been thinking about doing this for awhile, creating fictitious entries in my head and what-not, but I've just gotten around to starting this today.

Not such a good day to start this though. Rather blah, I am. It's dark out today. Usually this does not bother me, in fact I usually quite like it, but today I feel as though I need the sun. I feel...as though I have nothing to grasp onto. Like there is no safe harbour, no stable ground. Where I am (emotionally) is not practical for a longterm stay, but I have no idea where else to go. It will sort itself out, i'm sure, but in the meantime I feel a little strange. Maybe that's why I decided to start this blog today; with no other voices calling me, I had to search out something new. This blog was not calling me, I was courting it unsolicited. Now I have reached out to it, and am forming a relationship with it. Eventually, it will sing to me when I am unawares, while thinking of something else, and will hopefully entertain me through many a grey day.